would u want her? i wouldnt !!

Isn’t it so superficial when you tell others to look inside them but cant look inside to see your broken soul crying. And it’s not like it’s crying for no good reason it has perfectly legit reason for doing so. The reason – a couple, more than a couple. The girl who claims that every one should love themselves before they can love any one else is not capable of that herself coz she doesn’t love herself. No she truly doesn’t she is afraid to be loved.
She is afraid to be told that she is not valuable
She is afraid that she’ll have to listen from someone else that she doesn’t deserve any happiness or love in her life because she is trash
She is afraid that if someone gets too close they will burn with the intensity of insecurity that she carries in her soul.
She cannot love , never has and is not capable of .. happiness in life to her is a fleeting moments , it’s these moments in life that she chases , catches and throws away, when they get too heart wrenching.

In these moments she throws in the towel and gives herself up…